mind warps. fatigue.
you should have seen me driven to despair
by your words
i made a resolve to accept that i’m not for her
but i failed – i caved in
and so, i curled up like an infant
in its mother’s womb
(without the ranting, snide remarks and other vexations)
we sort of pledged not to tell each other
what we felt
so much as what we THOUGHT
it’s okay, but let me tell you i weakened in that respect
so you would understand
because you do not read minds
of course i will get up again
and change it all.